Mi Querido E

Translation:

How is the weather, my dear fiend?
Don’t respond to that, for I know your answer.

Did it hurt?
Did you sleep peacefully?
Did you see them?

The weather is cooling slowly, my dear friend
I don’t like this feeling…
Burning holes in my chest while my vision blurs,
I could see them…
They hate me.

Distant faces appear in my mind, my dear friend.
Who are they?
Who am I?

You knew that I liked Spring,
now the winter is all I can think about,
Why?
…
In reality, I don’t know.

I would kill for the love you shared, my dear friend.
Now, that’s impossible.

Am I right?
Was I late?
Am I forgiven?

Every day I feel the air suffocating my lungs.
The darkness my only friend, surrounding my heart.
When will we be able to see each other again, my dear friend,
I don’t think I can stay awake for much longer.

Is this the end?
…
I think so.

I’m sorry, friend,
I’ll see you on the other side,
Good night,

My dear E.

Translation by Ana Valdarrama Lemus