how to tie your shoes
My mother hates that my shoes are always untied. It's not that I don't tie them, I do, but they always seem to come undone. Two loops, cross them over. I tie my shoes differently than my friends. It's just the way I was taught, long ingrained into brain and muscle. Pull the bottom loop through the middle. I don't remember who taught me this or how I learned. Do they know that they are the reason I trip every day? Pull. Maybe I should change the way I tie my shoes, maybe I tie them strangely and that's why they always come undone. Maybe I don’t know how to unlearn a habit. I’m aware that these laces will soon come undone, and I will make a choice: tie them again, knowing this unstable knot will fall out once more, or to walk with untied laces, knowing I will fall.